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released October 28, 2016

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Angry Johnny And The Killbillies Easthampton, Massachusetts

Angry Johnny’s been hollering about the Devil and God, love and death and betrayal and booze and sin for over three decades. First with the Snots, then the Millrats, then the Craptones, on his own, and finally since 91 the Killbillies. Painted a bunch of paintings along the way too. ... more

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Track Name: Love Is Just For Fools
Love Is Just For Fools ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

I guess I fell
Into a place hotter than Hell
Where a fool don’t live to tell
An a wiser man would never go

All that it took
all it took was just one look
And you know that I was hooked
Even though I knew you’d lay me low

So please
just stay away from me
‘cause you know you’re gonna leave
So you might as well go now and get it over with

Don’t stay
just turn and walk away
‘cause I don’t wanna play
I should’ve known that it would be like this

What was I thinking
I wasn’t even drinking
I guess I was just fooling
Myself that I could take it I was wrong

I don’t know why
but your in my head like a worm
You’d think I would’ve learned
long time ago That this crap was for fools

I don’t know how
But you’re stuck inside my brain
And it’s driving me insane
Pretty soon it will be too late to get over you

And now
I feel sick inside my heart
You’re gonna tear my world apart
’cause now the only thing I want is you
Track Name: Across Time
Across Time ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

I’m happy just to know what I know
And I know that you loved me that day
And when I finally go I’ll be smiling
You’re worth any price I’ll ever have to pay

You know you never feel so alive
As the day that you feel like you’re dying
And if that day has finally arrived
And nobody’s gonna fault me for my trying

Doomed from the beginning this I knew
But like you said you knew you couldn’t stop me
Forsaken all that came before now there is only you
And you’re worth every single bloody ounce of pain

If my words could touch your heart and make you love me
Already you’d be flying on that plane
But my words are nothing more than the babble of a fool
Just words and they have failed me again

I’m ready for the festival of fire
Get it started now and let the pain begin
I knew that it was coming but I saw no point in running
Still there was no way that this fool would ever win

I am where the sun goes when it leaves you
I’m the one who loves you far across the sea
I am the one who always will believe you
I am the one who’s always gonna be

Loving you no matter what you tell me
I could not stop my heart now if I tried
The Devil says I hear that you’ve got something that you would like to sell me
He says I think you’ve got something boy that I would like to buy


So promise me you’ll keep me in your heart
Somewhere tucked away inside your mind
And when you look out to the west please remember me
Across the miles across the ocean across time
Track Name: She's In Russia
She’s In Russia ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI


She‘s in Russia that’s where she’ll stay
We’re never gonna meet there will never come the day
That I hold her and hear her say
ya lyublyu tyebya


She’s in Russia so far away
She’s never gonna love me like I love her anyway
Just ‘cause there’s will, still there’s not always the way
Do svidaniya!

It wouldn’t matter if I was there
Couldn’t make her love this fool no matter where
Perhaps I made the whole thing up
Inside my head

But I choose to love her still
Must be a reason that we met maybe just to kill
This old scarred and broken heart
Just one more time

I was dead ‘fore she was born
Before the curtain had been torn
So Gabriel blow your horn
And tear the whole thing down
Track Name: Awful Feeling
Awful Feeling ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

I’ve got a feeling in my bones
That you are not alone
I’ve got a feeling in my head
I Can’t remember what you said
I’ve got a feeling in my heart
We were doomed right from the start
I’ve got a feeling
An awful feeling
That you’ve left me alone

I’v got a feeling in my fingers
Where the touch of you still lingers
Got a feeling got a shiver
Like I’m drowning in the river
I’ve got a feeling in my belly
That there’s something you didn’t tell me
I’ve got a feeling
An awful feeling
That you’ve left me alone

I’ve got a feeling that I’m burning
Like the world’s no longer turning
Got a feeling feel empty
Like the Devil sent you to tempt me
Got a feeling that I’m dying
And I wonder if you’re crying
Got a feeling
An awful feeling
That you’ve left me alone

Got a feeling that it’s over
That we never even happened
Got a feeling that forever
I will hear the Devil laughing
Got a feeling that I’m crazy
Thinking you were gonna save me
Got a feeling
An awful feeling
That you’ve left me alone
Got a feeling
An awful feeling
That you’ve left me alone
Track Name: Dark And Empty
Dark And Empty ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

The highway’s dark and empty like the world has reached the end
Haven’t seen another headlight for a hundred miles
Got a letter in my pocket that I’ll never get to send
They’re preaching brimstone up and down the dial

The devil’s riding with me with a bottle in his hand
Says have a swig boy no one likes to drink alone
I was blessed just to have met you wish I could hold you again
But there’s no coming back from where I’m going

Now the snow is falling lightly it’s reminding me of you
Like the first time that I saw you in a dream
There’s doomsday on the speakers and the wind is howling through
The cracks and holes in this rusty death machine
And the devil thinks it’s funny that I dream about a girl
With death so close and her so far away
But your name will be on my lips as I’m leaving this old world
On this dark and empty lonely old highway
Track Name: The World Is Full Of Pretty Girls
The World Is Full Of pretty Girls ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

The world is full of pretty girls
But I fell for your words
Sweetest sound I ever heard
The sweetest thing I’ve ever known

The world is full of pretty girls
And you’re prettier than most
But your body’s just a host
For the beauty that’s inside

The world is full of pretty girls
But beauty does not last
In this world spinning so fast
Take my hand before it’s gone

The world is full of pretty girls
Just look around they’re everywhere
Everywhere but I don’t care
Only one I want is you

The world is full of pretty girls
Pretty faces in the street
Once in a lifetime you may meet
Just to do nothing would be crazy

The world is full of pretty girls
But there is just one you
Maybe you’re too good to be true
Too good for someone bad as me
Track Name: There's A Girl In St Petersburg
There’s A Girl In Saint Petersburg ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

There’s a girl out in St Petersburg
Far beyond the morning sky
I stare into the east
But the morning sun just burns my eyes

There’s a girl out in St Petersburg
Says she’s like to see my hands
These bloody wounds of my stigmata
She would not understand

There was a time that I remember
A time before my soul was damned
Made a deal with d’yavol That’s when the end began

Now I’m imprisoned in a hut
With a fence around it made of bone
Waiting for that pretty girl
To come and take me home

There’s a girl out in St Petersburg
As pretty as the falling snow
Am Em
In a land of bears and vodka
Where it’s 25 degrees below

There’s a girl out in St Petersburg
With words and pictures on her skin
They tell a story i would like to read
But how would I begin

The days are getting dark
And I grow weak with every passing hour
A bottle in one hand
And the other holds a scarlet flower

In my land of beer and bourbon
I dream about the day
That the princess from St Petersburg comes and takes my pain away
Track Name: Memories OF You
Memories Of You ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

In my dreams I’ve known you forever
Even though I know we will never
Ever meet still they’re so sweet
These memories of you that I have made

These memories I’ve made
In my drunken haze
Just you and I together
As the days go slowly by

In a place inside my mind
Where I’m yours and you are mine
And the miles between us
they don’t mean a thing

And you take me in your arms
And hold on for dear sweet life
Then I wake up
And I know it’s just a dream

You’re nowhere to be found
I’m all alone again
I call your name
But there is only silence

And I wish I could just keep dreaming forever
Wish you could make the whole world go away
I wish that you were real I wish that I could feel your sweet touch
Wish I could hear you say
Don’t worry baby everything will be OK
Track Name: Secret Passage
SECRET PASSAGE ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

I wanna find the secret passage to your heart
But I would not have a clue where to begin
I wanna find that secret passage to your heart babe
I wanna find some way that you will let me in

I wanna find that hidden doorway in your wall
I wanna crack that password hid behind your eyes
I wanna find that secret passage to your heart babe
Wanna find some way you’ll let me come inside

I wanna learn the secret answers to your questions
I wanna melt that ice that no one has before
I don’t wanna be another pitiful rejection
I wanna be the one that opens up that door

I wanna find the secret passage to your heart
I wanna find the secret place you go to hide
I wanna find the secret key to make you love a fool like me
I wanna find out what it’s like to be inside

I wanna find out wanna find out what it’s like
Wanna find out what it’s like to be loved by you
Gonna find that secret passage to your heart babe
Even if it’s the last thing I ever do
Track Name: Forever Loving You
FOREVER LOVING YOU ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

The can put me underneath the ice
They can club me in the head
They can feed me poison till I choke
And stab me in my bed
And when they’re done
I’ll be the one that for some reason is not dead
And the reason that I live, will be my love for you

They can send a hundred men with guns
And riddle me with lead
They can blow my car up in the street
Take a drill bit to my head
They can slash my throat and bleed me
Till my body has been bled
But I’ll remain the one who is not dead
I’ll be the one still loving you

In the end will it be swift
Or will they make it slow and cold
Will I weep like a small baby
As they’re carving up my soul
Will I laugh in their sick faces
As they throw me in the hole
It does not matter I will rise up from the grave
I’ll rise again just for the love of you


I will swim just like a sturgeon
When they put me through the ice
I may beg the Devil’s mercy
I may put my faith in Christ
They can burn me down to embers
But I’ll still come back to life
They can kill this man a thousand times
But I’ll be back forever loving you

My deaths will become legend
And I’ll live forevermore
They’ll speak of me in whispers
In the dark behind closed doors
They’ll realize my only sin was daring to adore
The only thing worth dying for
The only thing worth living for
The only one forevermore
The only one I’ll ever love is you
Track Name: Winter Wind
Winter Wind ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

One thing she’s not is innocent blood
She’s been around, been through the mud
But the sins I carry she does not deserve
The weight of my demons would crush her for sure

She does not know the damage that she’s done
She sure taught me the meaning of sorrow
Like every man that she’s met I jumped in with no regrets
Dig a hole for me boys time to lay me in the ground

But before you do let’s crack open up that vodka
And let’s make a toast to that pretty Russian darling
Back there in the land of ice and snow
I doubt that she will ever know another man that loved her now has fallen

Life passed by quickly but not fast enough
It sure took it’s time on the pain
Beneath all this bravado I guess I wasn’t all that tough
Tell Old d’yavol that he wins agin

So sing me a song of a girl in the spring
On the banks of the Neva at sundown
And tell her that would have given anything
Tell her to listen for my song in the winter wind
Track Name: Fucked Up Girl
FUCKED UP GIRL ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

She’s just a fucked up girl
That’s what she said
I’m just a fucked up fool
Fucked in the head

We’d make a perfect pair
We wouldn’t last too long
And when it fell apart
We wouldn’t have to wonder what the Hell went wrong

She’s just a fucked up girl
Looking to find her way
I knew it from the start
That she was never gonna stay

That’s how it’s always been
How it will always be
The devil made those fucked up girls
Just for fucking fools like me


Used to wonder what’s the point
Now I know there ain’t no point at all
So enjoy the ride while you can
‘cause in the end you know you’re gonna fall
Fucked up girls
Always loved them fucked up girls
I love that fucked up girl
And for a while she loved me

Fucked up girls
Living in a fucked up world
I love that fucking girl
But she’s got to be free

I know the rules
But I’m a fucking fool
I miss that fucked up girl
I wonder if she ever thinks of me
Track Name: Before You
Before You ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

All you ever were was a dream after all
You were never really what you seemed after all
A little bit is all I really need after all
A little bit is still more than I had before you

My heart was broke the second that I fell for you
So there’s really nothing you can do to hurt me now
But you can make my day in a thousand little ways
But there’s nothing you can do to bring me down

Most of you is just inside my head after all
Isn’t that exactly what you said after all
Someday this too shall pass it’s just a dream after all
But I don’t want this memory to fade

Wish I could change your mind and make you see the things I see
I wish that when you dreamed you were dreaming about me
But dreaming of a fool would be a foolish place to be
So I guess that I’ll keep dreaming all alone

All you ever were was a dream after all
You were never really what you seemed after all
A little bit is all I really need after all
A little bit is still more than I had before you
Track Name: A Lifetime Of Wondering Why
A Lifetime OF Wondering Why ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

A lifetime of wishing I wasn’t
A lifetime of ruing the day
The day that we met try but I can’t forget
And the cold day that you went away

A lifetime of cursing the Heavens
A lifetime with nothing to say
A lifetime of Hell going back to the well
Where I drank your sweet poison that day

A lifetime of promises broken
A lifetime of lies that were told
A lifetime reliving a few months of Heaven
Just standing alone in the cold

A lifetime of hearing the devil’s
Constant laughter inside of my head
It echoes like thunder I can’t help but wonder
Will it cease when I’m finally dead

I’ll put my pain to sleep for a few hours
And dream about much better times
I’ll dream of you dancing in a field of flowers
I’ll dream of the days you were mine

I’ll feel the touch of your fingers
I’ll look in your pretty brown eyes
If I am lucky the feeling may linger
Till I wake to a lifetime of wondering why
Track Name: A Little While
A Little While ©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

All of the love the love that I could muster
It just was not enough
Under my thunder and my bluster
I’m really not that tough
So I crack a smile and laugh
Say baby everything’s Ok
Don’t worry ‘bout me now
If you gotta go away

Life is fast and it is fleeting
And there’s never enough time
So I took a chance and laid my heart
Right there out on the line
And it’s all yours for the taking
If you think you wanna try
Just grab it ‘cause it’s breaking
And I think I’m gonna die

You’re as lovely as a flower
You’re as pretty as the sky
And I’m dreaming ‘bout you darlin’
Though my eyes are open wide
Could’ve been a couple hours
Could’ve been a thousand years
In the end it doesn’t matter
It was worth a million tears

I can see you in the morning
With the rising of the sun
I can hear you in the evening
When the day is almost done
I can taste you in the water
I can smell you in the breeze
And it feels like I’m drowning
In that icy Baltic Sea

Well I don’t know how it started
Don’t know how it’s gonna end
I just know it feels good
To have this old heart beat again
But the end’s not something
That I wanna think about today
There’ll be plenty time for crying
On the day you go away

So sing for me my darlin’
Won’t you sing for me a song
I don’t care what it’s about
Just make it sweet and make it long
Put your finger on the button
And blow everything away
A world without you is a place
Where I don’t wanna stay


So I’ll think about you darlin’
While I’m driving through the night
And I’ll tell myself that everything
Is gonna be alright
And I’ll dream about your body
Of your face and of your smile
And I’ll be thankful for the little time we had
Though it was just a little while
Just for a little while
For a little while
I wish it had been longer
For a little while
For a little while
I’ll dream about your smile
For a little while longer.....
Track Name: This Mountain
This Mountain©Angry Johnny And The Killbillies
Bonesaw Lullaby BMI

I climbed up this mountain
It really ain’t that high
Still if I fell off now
I’d probably die
Ain’t no gold on this mountain
Just rocks so damn old
Saw the Pterodactyls fly
Saw the world when it was young

When I climbed up this mountain
I really didn’t think it through
It’s cold on this mountain
Up here without you
I climbed up this hill
Thought I might touch the sky
But the sky was too high
And the air hurts my lungs

I climbed up this mountain
With a full head of steam
Searching for something
Was only a dream
There’s nothing on this hill
But a clear view of my folly
Think I’ll climb back down head into town
Before the bars are closed

I guess climbing up mountains
Is for men who are stronger
I was strong long ago
But I’m not any longer
Now climbing up this bar stool’s
About the best I can do
Just sipping on a whiskey
Remembering the view

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